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| i have finally decided to update!!! i know you are just dieing to find out what has been going on lately!!!!! :D i know i thought that was funny too!!! :)anyways nothing much has really happened!! just that adrian's mom moved to south carolina, and adrian moving to gma's which is closer to my house!!! :D and a lot of family bullshit you know what i mean!!! just bullshit!!!anyways school has been good i like going to the elem school to help with teaching!! i love my job ( may not always like who i am working with) but loving my job!!! oooh i got my eyes checked today because i thought some of my headaches were from it but i was totally wrong and on the plus side i have prefect vision!!!! :D anywho things with adrian are a little difficult, NO not between us just with some things that is not my place to tell you but i just what to let everyone or just you know. i love you and i wish i could help you get through this but i just don't know how!!! i do know that one day everythng WELL be perfect!!! i love you with all my heart i just cann't say that enough and that just don't feel like it say exactly what i am feeling!!! you make me happy with out you i don't know what i would be doing and thinking. im glad you decided to date me!!!! you like up my life with soooo much laughter, love, joy, and even being blonder!!!!!! :) i hope you get happy soon i just hate seeing you getting hurt like this!!~ it hurts me just seeing you soooo freakin sad!!!!i wish i could really do something!!! i feel like im just sitting here watching everything go bad and that is just not me to do that!!! anyways how about them raiders!!??!! :( everthing is ok you guys and i hope someone reads this or i well feel really bad!!! and maybe leave a comment or two or just something!!
..........PEACE DUDES...........
jess | | |
| ok got really bored and thought i would update nothing better to do!! right??? anyways everything is going great i really can't remeber if i told you guys i was quiting my job or not at the toy store in the mall!!! ok now i did!!! well i quit and applied at a day care and guess what "I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!" yeah for me anyways school seems like it is getting busier and busier i just don't know what to do!!!!family is always and will always get in my last nerve!!! no supprise there!!! but my life with adrian!!!! could never be any better!!!! i mean it!! i know you guys (who actually read this)is getting tired of me talking about him like he is the greatest thing on earth!!!! but for me he is!!!!!!i can't see myself with anyone else and i can't see myself anymore happier he makes my world every time i see/think of him!!!! he has helped me with so much and he is the very first guy i could ever be real with!!!that alone makes me sooooo freakin happy!!! cause if you remeber me before him. i am completely different and that is not really a bad thing!!!! i can't wait to see him and every time he leaves me to go home or to his dad's i miss him sooooo freakin much no one could possibly understand!!!!!!
but anyways i still have a few more things to finish for homework so see you guys later!!!!
LOVE YA
jess | | |
| Well guess what? I hacked your site and surprisingly it wasn't all that hard. Your password is incredibly easy. But past all of my invasion of your privacy lies a sweeter motive. Just go to the top of your play list to see what I'm talking about. *Note: This means you have to turn your speakers on.* Hahahaha just kidding. Still don't get it??? Ok. Final clue.....
Artist: Sara Evans
Album: Born To Fly
Title: I Could Not Ask For More
lyin' here with you
Listenin' to the rain
Smilin' just to see
The smile upon your face
These are the moments
I thank god that i'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I've found all i've waited for
And i could not ask for more
Lookin' in your eyes
Seein' all i need
Everything you are
Is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments
I know all i need is this
I've found all i've waited for yeah
And i could not ask for more
I could not ask for more than this time together
Could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream i've had's come true yeah
Right here in this moment
Is right where i'm meant to be
Here with you
Here with me (yeah)
These are the moments
I thank god that i'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remember all my life
I've found all i've waited for yeah
And i could not ask for more.
I could not ask for more than this time together
Could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream i've had's come true (yeah)
Right here in this moment
Is right where i'm meant to be (oh)
Here with you
Here with me
No, i could not ask for more
Than this love you've gave me
'cause it's all i've waited for
And i could not ask for more
No
Yeah
No, i could not ask for more
Ah
Yeah
I love you Jessica Elaine Barron. | | |
| hey i just thought before my mom gets home and i get into trouble for being on the computer before getting my homework done i'll update!!!!! ok anyways nothing to much has been happening or nothign you guys need to know :D ok just kidding!!! but nothing has been going on but the homecoming dance last friday. that was sooooo much fun!!!! THANKS you guys for asking me and adrian for dinner it was great!!!!! im just sorry that my friends that i had asked to come was kinda rude!!!! SORRY!!!! i knoe deep down they didn't mean it like that at all!!!! adrian i had a blast dancing with it was just soooo much fun!!!!oh yeah i really can't forget about you adrienne!!!! who could, thanks for the dance also!!!!! :D
anyways i have noticed that i know and talk to a lot more people this year!!! and like i tolk adrian the other day me and adrian are the coolest uncoolest people at school!!!! i think that is soooooo funny!!!! anyways i am on the phone with my mom and i am getting into trouble sooooooo got to go!!!!!
PEACE!!!!!!!!
love you adrian
<3 05-14-05 <3
see some people tomorrow at school
jess | | |
| ok today i feel so much better!!!! now i know that adrianne is not mad at me!!!!! so that makes me happy!!!!i feel off at school i feel so out of place!!! maybe its cause all the crap i just went through i really don't even know!!
no...... i don't feel off..... right now im happy!! for one of the first times in a long time i not really worried about helping people!!! wow.... it feels kinda nice!!!! i have no idea how long me not helping people will last,but right now im happy!!! i am in love with the great guy on the freakin earth!!! and i don't think he know how great he really is!!!! he makes me happy when i am sad and just got my feelings hurt, he salls me beautiful when i am at my worst!!!and he makes me feel like i am the only person around when i talk or anything!!!GOD i love adrian sanchez!!!!!! i mean every time i think about him i get butterflies, and every time i see him i get this big ass smile on my face!!!! i never thought i would be this happy and feel this much loved in my life!!!! i really don't even feel a 10th of loved from my own family!!!! god im shaking!!!! i really can't wait to see him!!!!!
ok you guys i guess i may see soom of you tomorrow maybe not i really don't even know/care to a point, but until then bye
jess | | |
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